Dear Lana: I'm scared of what's ahead, but when I think of you, I know I'll be able to go on, I'll be waiting for you. Love always and for ever, Brandon. Go on the trip you want, imagine you be my side. Boys don't cry.
One is fighting for himself, can't say it's wrong. But when you realize that you should do it for yourself and the other people, start doing it makes you feel right.